Light is how we learn what darkness is.”
Today, God began to speak to me about the reality that we don’t truly understand darkness until light steps in. As I sat with that, it caused me to think deeply about my own life. I’m currently in a season where it feels as though I’m surrounded by darkness—where it seems like there is no light at the end of my tunnel. For a while, I struggled to find God in the middle of this. Through tears—spoken out loud and whispered in my heart—I kept asking Him, How could You possibly be in this? Do You not see the tears falling from my face? Have You not heard my cries? Are You not the God who sees—Jehovah El-Roi? I found myself angry with God, because it felt as though my cries didn’t matter, as if they were being overlooked. And that hurt deeply. I often asked, When will this end? When will it be over? But today, I paused and wondered— what if the darkness is not really darkness at all? I sat down, tears flowing, and asked the Holy Spirit, What are You trying to teach me...