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Light is how we learn what darkness is.”

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 Today, God began to speak to me about the reality that we don’t truly understand darkness until light steps in. As I sat with that, it caused me to think deeply about my own life. I’m currently in a season where it feels as though I’m surrounded by darkness—where it seems like there is no light at the end of my tunnel. For a while, I struggled to find God in the middle of this. Through tears—spoken out loud and whispered in my heart—I kept asking Him,  How could You possibly be in this? Do You not see the tears falling from my face? Have You not heard my cries? Are You not the God who sees—Jehovah El-Roi? I found myself angry with God, because it felt as though my cries didn’t matter, as if they were being overlooked. And that hurt deeply. I often asked,  When will this end? When will it be over? But today, I paused and wondered— what if the darkness is not really darkness at all? I sat down, tears flowing, and asked the Holy Spirit,  What are You trying to teach me...

Silence > Noise

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 We often tend to get lost in the busyness of life—the loss, grief, loneliness, rejection, competition, jealousy, and all of the things. Busyness slowly becomes a habitual lifestyle, a constant flow from day to day as we try to stay occupied in mind, body, and soul. Over time, busyness becomes the noise we amplify instead of the silence we are meant to embrace. I often wonder why we play gospel music while we scroll. Why do we need constant sound to remain focused on the presence of God? Even while we are in His presence, it seems we are programmed to keep talking. In reality, there are moments when our silence before Him is more effective than speaking anything aloud. It is in those moments that He can minister to us deeply—removing the noise and silencing the perpetual doorbells rung by masquerading intruders: distractions, demands, and unrest. When Jesus comes, silence follows. A peace that surpasses all understanding sweeps through our bones and hovers over our hearts. I...

The Wait to Carry the Weight of His Glory

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 As this blog entry came into my spirit, all I saw was Gideon in the winepress when the Angel of the Lord came and called him a “mighty warrior,” and also Jesus on the Mount of Transfiguration. I began to ask myself: How do these two stories correlate? What are You showing me, Lord? As I pondered these thoughts and stilled my soul to receive from Abba, I began to research both encounters. What stood out to me was that when the Angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, the location where he was standing was the winepress. The winepress represents seasons of pressure, testing, and refining—moments where what is inside a person is revealed. The grape is not destroyed; it is transformed. Gideon being in the winepress when the Angel of the Lord appeared to him was not a coincidence. I often say, “Coincidence is a thief of the glory of God.” God orchestrated that very moment to minister to Gideon—who felt as though he was the least in his tribe—to reveal his true identity: a mighty warrior. ...

The Flower Garden of My Mind

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  There is a garden inside every one of us—quiet, intricate, and full of hidden life. I like to call mine the flower garden of my mind. Sometimes it is blooming, sometimes it feels overgrown, and other times it feels barren or dry. But no matter its condition, one thing has become clear to me: I am not capable of tending this garden on my own. We as humans only use a small portion of our brain’s potential. Scientists debate the exact percentage, but the truth remains: there is so much within us that we don’t fully understand or control. So much of our mind operates beneath the surface—habits, memories, wounds, patterns of thinking, survival instincts, emotional reactions. It’s like soil that has layers we’ve never dug into. And that right there reminds me of something beautiful: If our minds are gardens, then we are not the gardeners. God is. In Scripture, God often reveals Himself through imagery of planting, pruning, watering, tending, and harvesting. He planted the first g...

Unclenching My Fists

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  For so long, my hands have been clenched—gripping pain, fear, disappointment, and survival. Every wound, every moment I felt unseen or unprotected, made me close my hand tighter, as if holding on could somehow keep me safe. But God, in His mercy, reached out. His hand—steady, glowing, patient—didn’t force mine open. He simply touched it. And in that divine touch, He began to help me   release   what I was never meant to carry. Matthew 11:28-29  (28) “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” (29) “Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.” where His hand meets ours, healing begins. Where His light touches our clenched pain, peace begins to flow. And where our surrender meets His love, the miracle begins— we realize that what we were holding onto was never greater than what He wants to place in our hands. Prayer: Heavenly Father, For the one reading this today...